Waiting

 

I took this photo well waiting for my doctor.  It was just really a follow up to see how the medicine he gave me last time was working.   I am not going to get better only worse.  It gets frustrating to think about that the rest of my life will have pain.  When I got migraines under somewhat control, I thought now...now I can live. But now I am coming to terms with living even if I am in pain. I don't want the pain to always stop me. I know if I push one day means the next I am in bed. But sometimes that might be worth it.  It is just about weighing the options and knowing what is going to be best for me in the long run. But no more waiting for living my life.  Just need to accept this is life and do my best with each day.